matthew james alder ;]

I love this bitch ;]
he's my bitch btwayy ;]
haha x

We decided to write a full blog dedicated to one another :]
cos he's my bfffl ;] ohh yeahh :D

he's the only one who can throw water in my face..
and call me a rhino while i sleep..
and get away with it ;]

i've had to put up with this bitch for four years :O...
and i've loved every minute of it tbh ;]
even the not so good parts, they brought us closer together ;]

we've been through a lot together,
and he's always there for me when i need him..
we're gonna get married and run off to live in Mianus ;]
oh yeahh (H) ;]

please do not give out your password or credit card details in an instant messaging conversation
and
GAY BAR! ;]
good times like :]

how great was the day we all convinced matt to stop spiking up his hair? ;]
you'll thank us for that one day ;]

matthew spent 20 minutes of the period reading a magasine and cuddling girls
lmfao ;]

but yeah,
matts totally awesome,
and my bestest friend ;]
i love you matty ;]
xxxxxxxxxxxxx <33

I have awesome friends ;]x

Damn...
having exams totally sucks =/

totally failed most of them btwayy =/
they're all so bloody hard..

haha, i don't think they'd mind because most of their gods are naked anyway ;]
lmfaoo ;) louise is great :D<3

jades birthday today ;]:D
score (H)
pertyyyy ;]

16 on friday (H) can't wait :D
scoreee (H)

statements... ?

1) I'm sorry for what i said.. I know it was horrible and being a bitch. i know i hurt your feelings and i felt like shit for it.. but you know it can't be true.. you've always be my best friend and always will be.. i'll never leave you, i promise.. and i know so many other people will say the same thing :) ly :)<3

2) It's awesome that after everything that happened, we've become so close again.
I felt horrible because I thought I was losing you, but now we're best friends again :] I love it ;] ily also :)<3

3) It's totally awesome being best friends with you again after so long. It's like you were a good friend, but now you're one of my best friends, and we're closer that we were before :D and our banters totally awesome ;] bet everyones jealous ;] haha, ily too :) <3

4) The both of you are totally amazing, you's are such amazing people and know how to put a smile on my face :] yous are just so much fun to be around, and yous know how to brighten up someones day :] yous are my best friends also, i love you two :) <3

5) Don't even get me started on you lot ;] it's only been a few weeks and we're such great friends :] The banter with you guys is awesome, i love it :D;] so glad we became friends :] i love you lot ;)<3

6) I dunno anymore..things just aren't the same =/ i'm sorry..

i have awesome friends like :D;]


loveee ;]
xxxx

Updatee...

Wow, it's been two months since i last posted

i suppose everythings good, exams the now though (N)
can't wait till they're over :)

my birthdays in 10 days :)
Pertyyy? :D noiceeee :D
getting tongue pierced i hope :)

gigs :)
AC/DC Junee
Sonisphere August
Pearl Jam August
Green Day October

noiceee :) can't wait :D

haha, BIF was well good :)
saturday, walked about, banterful, then stayed at helens :)
sunday, got drunk haha (H) got "free" stuff haha.. funn funnn :D

bit of a boring, updating post...
statements??... i think so :)

1) I love you guys, yous are my best friends, and yous know that i hope :)
always banter with you guys about :) you lot keep me sane.. well, as sane as i'll ever be ;)haha :) i love yous mega <3

2) You lot are awesome to :) good times ;) hopefully more to come :D
love yous too <3

3) You lot are arseholes, dont really care about yous anymore :D(Y)

4) fuck, been wierd these past few weeks :( we'll get by though..
it's strange, walking in everyday to know you'll never be there again, i never stop thinking about that.. i do miss you, but we're doing fine either way :)

5) Fuck, i always forget how strong a person you are, i'll never be like that.
I think about all you've been through, and i'm so proud of you and happy with the person you've become :) i'm proud to call you my brother <3


somethings are perfect, but in my opinion.. my life is great :)
xxxx

When I Am Queen B-)

:O haven't posted in a while :O

haven't really been up to much, can't really be bothered writing about everything that's happened the past few weeks :)
the most important parts would include;

going to see Pamela's brothers band Painfish <3 :)
We met Hot Sean :) hottest guy like ever :O:D
was well one of the best parts of 2009 :)

Went to Erins this weekend :D was awesome :)
"You're a tortoise fucker terrence" lmao!

We have a gig soon :O :) have to get practice :D

I think I'm going through a Jack Off Jill phase :O:)
their music is just soo amazing :)
I think When I Am Queen and Horrible are my favourites :)

can't be bothered writing much, I really need to post more often!

But I've realised how happy i am, and how awesome my friends are :)
Becoming closer to new and old friends!
I think shout outs are in order :)
1) You lot are absolutely amazing, but I'm sure you know this! You all know if you're included here, yous are so amazing! love you lot :)<3
2) I 've realised how much I missed you two! And I'm really sorry for everything!
Love yous too :)<3
3) Some folk really should get a grip tbh! :)


METALLICA in a month :D bet yous are all jealous! :D

<3 x

:]

Ahh, freaking out a bit :O
i'm okay though, with that. Bit wierd.
And if you think you know what i'm talking about,
honestly, only 3 people do =/

but with EVERYTHING else, i am so happy :)
i love my friends, the ones that were'nt total best friends, are now the ones i KNOW i can trust, i actually love them so much
if are one of my best friends, you most likely will know it :)
love you guys :)
somepeople don't really mean anything to me anymore,
i am still mad, but i dont care enough anymore,
i have more important things/ people in my life

lifes beginning to be good again,
beggining to realise im happy :)
i know i am actually,
thanks thought guys, for everything
xxx

:( x

i was reading pamelas blog and i realised i totally forgot about thursday O_O
so i'll dedicate a full post to it!
but i have to add a reply to pamelas blog :O
i have washed it of my neck, it was permanent you utter dumbfuck (Y);]
and 2, you forgot to add about your rash :D yeh, where jimmy urine wrote I LOVE COCK on her head, she has a big spotty rash! (acne much! :P) aha! payback bitch ;] aha thats what you get :P xx


so all of fourth year had to go to this road safety thing, but we all thought it would be shitty wee actors making an arse of themselves, but when we got there it was actually the saddest thing ever

but first, they tried to make us get up and dance :S fuck knows why..
kelly was jumpin up and down like a psycho :S it was so embarrassin, she was sitting right behind us waving about a glowstick and singing full blast >.<
"ROLLIN,ROLLIN,ROLLIN" :P

but yeh, then they showed us this video, it seemed sad, but didnt really hit us, and wee people like and ambulance worker, a police woman, a fireman and a hospital worker came out, but still didn't hit us..

Then a man came out, and was telling us about his son who was 18 at the time and he had got a call about how he was in a car accident. David, his son was called, was seriously injured :( he was telling us about what happened, but it was as though david was dead :( but then he was like, 'come here son'

and then david came out :'( he was on a wheelchair and couldn't talk, he had to use one of those computers that talk for his. Almost everyone was crying. It was so sad, he is actually the bravest person ever, and to be able to get up every year and tell folk about it :'( its so upsetting seeing anyone like that :(

then we were leaving he was there. so i went up so him and gave him a hug, then i started crying again :(

then we all went back to school, and someone was being a total fuking dick and making fun of him >:| it actually made me so angry, and i still am angry, want to get a grip btw.. i am actually refusing to speak to them, and anyone who stands up for them (Y)

am still upset about the whole thing, its the kind of thing you'll never forget. David is actually so brave <3

i have to go though, starting a podcast today, should be good :D
will post about that later though :)
xxx

aha, haven't posted in a while =/
oh well
haven't been up to much anyway, except..
RELENTLESS!
was awesome :D still in pain though
Dir En Grey were the sex, the best band there! they had the best pits :D
Black Tide were really good too :D they covered hit the lights by Metallica :D
it was well gid :D
didn't hear much of incase of fire tbh :P
MSI were good too :D not my favourite band though :P
there singer (jimmy urine) signed my ticket, my relentless stick, and my neck aha! ;]
got my Dir En Grey hoodie! its like 10 sizes too big, but i love it :D
over all, was an awesome night :D
the pits were awesome :D, they bands were awesome :D

last weekend was good too :D
went into falkirk- me, helen and pamela :D
we met erin, steven and daniel later on
got drunk :P
stayed at erins :D
was really good weekend, best in a long time tbh :D

this week though has been pretty boring thought tbh =/
nothing planned for the weekend either
and we're looking for a new singer for Absurdia =/
its a long story, seriously. I don't even understand it :S

been a bit confused lately tbh. and im bored with everything
im not sure who my real friends actually are anymore
i know a few who'll always be my friends because they've been there for me recently, but i dont really know about the others =/
i hope the friends i do love atm know it :]
i just need to change something, everyday has its same boring routine, same mildly funny banter, nothing really good though
i need to meet some new people tbh. i dont mean i want to loss any of my best friends now, i love them and dont want to lose them, just to get to know different folk and make my life more interesting =/

but overall, i do generally think im happy :]
i love the people that are there for me whenever i need them, there just the best and you probably know who you are :D

will post soon, if anything exciting happens :L highly doubt it though ;]