:( x

i was reading pamelas blog and i realised i totally forgot about thursday O_O
so i'll dedicate a full post to it!
but i have to add a reply to pamelas blog :O
i have washed it of my neck, it was permanent you utter dumbfuck (Y);]
and 2, you forgot to add about your rash :D yeh, where jimmy urine wrote I LOVE COCK on her head, she has a big spotty rash! (acne much! :P) aha! payback bitch ;] aha thats what you get :P xx


so all of fourth year had to go to this road safety thing, but we all thought it would be shitty wee actors making an arse of themselves, but when we got there it was actually the saddest thing ever

but first, they tried to make us get up and dance :S fuck knows why..
kelly was jumpin up and down like a psycho :S it was so embarrassin, she was sitting right behind us waving about a glowstick and singing full blast >.<
"ROLLIN,ROLLIN,ROLLIN" :P

but yeh, then they showed us this video, it seemed sad, but didnt really hit us, and wee people like and ambulance worker, a police woman, a fireman and a hospital worker came out, but still didn't hit us..

Then a man came out, and was telling us about his son who was 18 at the time and he had got a call about how he was in a car accident. David, his son was called, was seriously injured :( he was telling us about what happened, but it was as though david was dead :( but then he was like, 'come here son'

and then david came out :'( he was on a wheelchair and couldn't talk, he had to use one of those computers that talk for his. Almost everyone was crying. It was so sad, he is actually the bravest person ever, and to be able to get up every year and tell folk about it :'( its so upsetting seeing anyone like that :(

then we were leaving he was there. so i went up so him and gave him a hug, then i started crying again :(

then we all went back to school, and someone was being a total fuking dick and making fun of him >:| it actually made me so angry, and i still am angry, want to get a grip btw.. i am actually refusing to speak to them, and anyone who stands up for them (Y)

am still upset about the whole thing, its the kind of thing you'll never forget. David is actually so brave <3

i have to go though, starting a podcast today, should be good :D
will post about that later though :)
xxx

aha, haven't posted in a while =/
oh well
haven't been up to much anyway, except..
RELENTLESS!
was awesome :D still in pain though
Dir En Grey were the sex, the best band there! they had the best pits :D
Black Tide were really good too :D they covered hit the lights by Metallica :D
it was well gid :D
didn't hear much of incase of fire tbh :P
MSI were good too :D not my favourite band though :P
there singer (jimmy urine) signed my ticket, my relentless stick, and my neck aha! ;]
got my Dir En Grey hoodie! its like 10 sizes too big, but i love it :D
over all, was an awesome night :D
the pits were awesome :D, they bands were awesome :D

last weekend was good too :D
went into falkirk- me, helen and pamela :D
we met erin, steven and daniel later on
got drunk :P
stayed at erins :D
was really good weekend, best in a long time tbh :D

this week though has been pretty boring thought tbh =/
nothing planned for the weekend either
and we're looking for a new singer for Absurdia =/
its a long story, seriously. I don't even understand it :S

been a bit confused lately tbh. and im bored with everything
im not sure who my real friends actually are anymore
i know a few who'll always be my friends because they've been there for me recently, but i dont really know about the others =/
i hope the friends i do love atm know it :]
i just need to change something, everyday has its same boring routine, same mildly funny banter, nothing really good though
i need to meet some new people tbh. i dont mean i want to loss any of my best friends now, i love them and dont want to lose them, just to get to know different folk and make my life more interesting =/

but overall, i do generally think im happy :]
i love the people that are there for me whenever i need them, there just the best and you probably know who you are :D

will post soon, if anything exciting happens :L highly doubt it though ;]

cannay be bothered!

hey :D
so had a bit of trouble with the resolutions so far -_-"
as yous can see, yeh i havent been posting blogs, haven't done too good in not getting angry, been bitching like constantly and i think i've failed my prelims so far.. but oh well, i cant change in like the space of a week :O i'll change when i can be assed :]
but yeh, 'tis been good, except prelims, school, stress,.. etc
but everything else seems good
Absurdia are going to start covering One by Metallica XD yass, we're clearly awesome XD
speaking of Metallica, guess who gets to meet them??
ME!!!
they do like 'a meet and greet' with their fanclub members and since my brothers a member, chances are i'll get to meet them too :D
ahh, cant really bother writing, but was bored =/
write again when ever,
catch yees (H)
x

resolutions

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Ahh! not posted in ages, but it christmas,..ect. been busy :P

christmas was really good :D
got Metallica tickets, ACDC tickets, acoustic guitar, money, clothes,.. ect
was really pleased :D and my brother got rock band so been constantly playing that :D
christmas was awesome :D especially at night :D family got drunk, played charades and singstar. watching your family make a complete arse of themselves when they're drunk is soo funny :L

but anyway, since it's New Year, I have quite a lot of resolutions, really need to get a grip and change who I used to be (even if I can't keep my resolutions, it's worth a try :])
ok, 1. stop bitching, being a bitch, treating folk like shit,..
2. stop getting so angry all the time and taking my anger out on others :P
3. learn something new
4. pass all, if not, most of my exams, and therefore to do better in school
5. to get better at drums :D
6. to keep going with Absurdia and get as many gigs as possible
7. to have fun and enjoy this year
8. to post more blogs :L
ok, so i have a lot, i'll keep as many as possible :D
oh well, this year'll be a good one, hopefully :D
hope you all have an awesome year :D

im away, byee :D xxx