Boreed!

Omg, im actually quite bored :( wanted to write on this. you know like when a wee kid gets a new toy or like eve gets a new phone (;]) and they want to play with it straight away and are on for like hours?, well, guess its like that :L



eris been sleeping for god knowns how long but fair enough, its her house, she kin dae what she wants :)

pamelas watching ammityville horror and stressing over this wierd noise :S and shes falling asleep =/ :L and is talking to herself know.. freak much :S:L



cba, not tierd. i know i'll regret it tomorrow though, have band practice tomorrow x] Absuria are gonnae be awesome btw, cant wait x] hope we get some covers done tomorrow, well today really :L we'd better show up their stupid lame band on wednesday. they just plain suck, they cannae play like, or sing! tbh, they need tae get a fuking grip. i mean going around saying, "aw, at least yeh dinnae have sami as yer drummer!!" whit?? stupit cow like, i mean im not the best, i mean i could practice more, i could be better, but at least i can hold a beat and stay in time. whos the one that cannae say in time? not me. whos the one who cry when they cannae get it right?? not me. whos the one that fancies the fuking teacher?? NOT fuking me!!!

she canny sing either. she just shouldny bother. what worse is i have a drum lesson with the stupit cow on monday -_-" shes been ignoring me all week. she knew me and pam were rantin and bitchin about her in classics so the next day in the corridor she saw me and was clearly shitin it btw. she saw me and chlo the next day bent her head and walked away. aye, dam right yeh stupit cow.

tbh, i dont see the point in being nice to there gay wee group anyway, fair enough, im fine with emma i guess at times, but the rest of them i canny be fuking bothered with. so if there treatin us like shit, then right back fukin at them.

tbh, a lot of people seem to be annoying me lately. you know like when you first get annoyed at someone or someone points something out about someone else, aye?? then everything they do pisses you off?? i fucks everything up.. then you treat them like shit for a pathetic little thing that doesnt even matter. its pointless. then you end up losing everyone you love over .it. i really need to stop being such a bitch like, stop getting involved with other folks arguments. Im always like, why are people always screwing me over like? i've probably had more best friends than half the folk at our school put together.. i always though it was then, they changed. It was their fault. But i've realised that it probably wasnt them, it has to be me, or ese it wouldnt happen so much would it? i really dont want to lose any of the mates i have now, i love them al so much, but i'll probably fuck everything up again. it always fuking ends up like that, doesn't it.

woow, total emo rant like O_O, not normally like that :L just too early =/ better get to sleep, only one awake =/.
need some juice, but knowing me, the stupid fukin clumsy ass that i am, 'll probably wake everyone up :S :L oh well, next blog'll be more cheerful, i hope :D xx